inconsistency.

I haven't posted in a while and I knew this would happen. My anxiety got the best of me + I allowed my mind to trick myself into thinking this was pointless. My anxiety wires me differently. It makes me lazy, unmotivated, and inconsistent. It makes me feel bad because I have all of these amazing ideas in my head + dreams that I truly desire to accomplish..and then my friends, anxiousness and fear, appear.

It's annoying to say the least. But i try to persevere.even when it feels like I'm suffocating from holding my breath by doing it scared.

So here I am..trying to one up the very thing that makes me feel like I can't do it. I won't allow this to control my life. I am working and I am working HARD to get on the other side of this. Y'all hold me accountable, okay?

I am hurting + while this may seem like a small thing, I am healing by sharing what wounded me.

Until the next post,

AjaYvonne